Darkness has lifted!

The Primary



The Shadow of Ally

has been completed

Next step will be going through it once more to mare sure I have the right amount of stories about my life.

Once that is completed…

Pictures will be added

Once that is completed…

Application will be sought for readers to give it a test……

Once that is completed……

Adjustments will be made

Once that is completed……

I will start looking for a publisher…….(crap i am scared of this part)

Thank you

Editing is harder

Well I am very sorry for not blogging to much but the book have been removed from the blog and replaced with an over view of my life. I am hoping to have the book done middle to late Oct. I will then have a few test readers and start looking for publishing side. The Transition Timeline has been updated to a point month 13 is being written I just need to tidy it up a bot more. So 13 months on HRT. I am still loving it every step of the way.


Okay I need to get back to the book as I am currently at 55k worth of words .

The healing words of the past

The book is still going strong even after taking a break from it for a day.  It was really hard to get things going today TWICE. I was going alright and we had a power outage and it did not auto save. SO do you think I can remember the 1k worth of words I wrote. Hell no even that got lost it is so hard to do it twice and both are different parts of the book I am hoping to have those words back soon…..Eek

I have one child home sick and I think I have it as well. Bloody head ache! ouch…


Though I am going back to the book work.

Gender Dysphoria Explained

**warning some scenes might not be for children**

This video describes what is so hard for many people to understand when it comes to being Transgender. Being Trans a lot of the time Gender Dysphoria is the secondary friend. Some times it can be so hard to get out of bed for some people. Lucky for me it was the mirror. the only way I solved the problem of  Gender Dysphoria. I shaved my hair off so I did not have to deal with that as it was also a part of my Dysphoria. I tried to avoid colors in my clothing Black was always my favorite color.

Please take time and watch this it might help you to understand what it is like to be Transgender. The solution for Gender Dysphoria is acceptance on your own body image and how you view yourself. This comes with time and a lot of changes. Each person finds that in their own way.

I love kids

Niamh is the most wonderful little girly girl right now. Ever since I can remember Niamh has had a love for anything pink it did not matter what it is. In fact if Niamh could she would be in pink from head to toe. I bet in the future she will have a pink car.

This week when Niamh and the boys finished Jujitsu it was bucketing rain that puddles were everywhere. We ran to the car to head home when we got home the rain was still coming down pretty hard. The boys jump out of the car and run to the front door of the house they make it with not a problem. Niamh on the other hand was not that lucky. The car door opens she steps out and slams the door and in that same action down goes Niamh. Okay no big deal a little mud, well more than a little but it can be washed. What came next was pure Niamh. “WHY ME, why is it always me? Why am I the one who has to fall over in the mud and get my outfit dirty? Did the boys fall over NO! Did they get muddy no!………” Like the rant from Chevy Chase in the National Lampoons Christmas Vacation it went on and on. It was all I could do not to laugh. Her she was mad as a wet hen ranting about being muddy. I tried a few times to calm her down and tell her it was okay it can be washed but nope she was not buying into that part of it. It was the rains fault for her slipping and she was angry.

Then the laughter started, I could not help it. She is so much like her sister sometimes. It just came out I was in tears the little red hair beauty with a red face from anger in a pink mud covered uniform so upset over nothing. After about an hour she calmed down and took a shower to warm up. The next day she walked into the laundry upset that I did not clean it last night.

I love her so much! She is one of the biggest blessings in my life.

Changes came a little bit sooner

Sorry people with the book coming together so fast right now I have taken down the book as to give me the best opportunity for the future of the book and right now I am about half way done.

I have replaced the about me page with the one that was done with the Humans of Launceston.

I am so sorry for doing it sooner than it was planned. I will keep you up to date on the book plans as to the progress. Right now I have about 35,000 words, I am hoping by the end of the weekend to have hit about 40,000 words. I really did not think writing this was going to be so healing. I look at all the blessings I have now. It has been so wonderful. Thank you everyone for your support during this project.