Look I understand more than most. I know what it feels like to lose all hope and to feel like there is no other way to make the pain go away. I have been to the edge far to many times in the past. I have even been driven there by the actions of others.
But one thing now resides in my heart the simple yet very powerful Latin phrase:
Illegitimi non carborundum
“Don’t let the bastards grind you down”
I started to look at life in a different light.
I am worth more than the trouble you give me.
I am worth more than the times you break my heart.
I can find someone else who KNOWS how to love.
I can BLACK you out of my life.
I am worth it ALL.
My heart breaks now with every senseless death to suicide. Yes, life sucks and the pain is very real. But so is the love of so many who care. Please DEAR reader if this is you make the call and reach out. I know I am in Australia and these are valid numbers please if worse comes to worse dial 911 or 000 or whatever. Please….