I wrote this in a very dark time but not so long ago. Please understand it is always darkest just before the sun comes out and shows the way. Deep Breath and move forward.
Living with a Ghost
She walks in the day
walks by night
Never quite in your sight
I hear her
I feel her
but it is not her
The sounds she make
The kindness lost
Anger is all the remains
I must let go
I must find peace
Tears fall as we leave
Welcome to the second person in Meet the Robins Family. We are going to start it off with my oldest son Morgan Alexander Robins. Lets take a look at my wonderful son to begin with.
Here he is with his first Mug shot, lol. No really lets start off with an explanation on his name and how he ended up with it. What he did not know is that we his mom and I did not really know what to call him Alexander was a name I loved since I was a children so we used that as his middle name. Time was getting closer and closer to find a name cause it would not have been nice to have a baby and call it “?” Robins. So his Grandmother on my side started popping out names left right and center until Morgan came in to the list who was a man from my families History. It seemed to strike a cord and we stuck with it. So there you have thee names History.
2015 Morgan finished his schooling and I am very happy with him. HE has been making plans to advance his education with going to Job Corps to gain a real world skill in 2016.
In the past Morgan has enjoyed playing football. I love this photo of him.
in 2016 once the house sells here in Tasmania I am hoping to fly him down for a visit and to enjoy a summer here in Australia. Can’t wait to see what the future holds for this young man.
I figured I would take the time here and there and talk about my wonderful children. So I felt that it was only the right way to do it would be to start with the oldest of them all. I would like to introduce you to my oldest Daughter Jasmine Robins…
(I love this photo)
To say I love this photo is just a huge understatement. What most don’t see that I can is a very beautiful soul. It took a long time for her to walk a path that at times was more than rocky. We had struggles as some parents do with children. Nut as she grew and grew I am amazed at who she has become. Such strong wills and morals.
I few years ago Jasmine took a path that shocked me when she left Tasmania to go to school on the mainland for an education in Journalism. She is currently studying at a very great university with a great reputation.
(Jasmine and Lane her boyfriend)
Even a few years back Jasmine felt the need to change her last name to match mine. My wife and I were so happy when she chose to do this. We left it solely up to her to make the choice and never tried to influence choice in this area. I even talked to her to see if she should just give her birth dad a second chance. As you can see this beautiful strong woman stuck to her plans.
When Jasmine was younger she embarked in a plan to join a choir outside of school. It was with happy heart that her mother and I supported this choice as a well. Cause as every parent knows the joys of young girls and pop songs. It was fun with someone who had no rhythm and could not carry a tune. After the years moved on and on it was so amazing to see this wonderful flower blossom with her abilities. To the point it was such a pleasure to hear her sing. I bet she never knew that I used to sneak in and listen to them practice and then as the lesson was winding up I would run back to the car and fake sleeping. We watched her travel the world in the choir and compete as well. I was always so happy seeing her sing.
(she’s not hard to find)
Jasmine went on a mission for her church and for 18 months this wonderful woman. Sacrificed so many things such as time with family and friends and placed her education on hold as well.
I could list on and on about my wonderful Daughter. But as some point you have to keep somethings close to your heart and just say that you are proud of your child. So here I am say I am PROUD of her.